Questions Without Answers

Questions Without Answers is a photography exhibit at Tufts of work by the VII agency, encompassing all of the major conflicts and disasters of the last 2 decades. It engendered quite a bit of controversy in one of my classes, with several of the students feeling like the material was presented in an overwhelming and desensitizing way that could cause the viewer to turn away from the material, helpless. Others felt it was an important reality.

Of course I had to go see for myself. These conflicts and their images have been an overarching presence in my life. And the question - how do I live in a world where these things are happening, and to a great extent, as a citizen of the United States, I myself am helping to perpetuate? - that question is the large unanswered question of my life.

Walking into the exhibit, I was stunned. Overwhelmed. As I went from one photograph to the next, my eyes were sometimes blinded by my tears. Two decades of man's inhumanity to man. Two decades of eyes, almost all now dead, looking at me full force. I was going to say accusingly, but that is not it at all.The eyes were just looking. Or not looking. But each spoke with voice that outlives them. A voice that says, I am here. This is real. Look at me. This happened. You cannot close your eyes. You cannot deny. We are part of the same world. We are part of the same humanity.

And the act of standing in that quiet gallery was an act of acknowledgment. Simple and undeniable. And I am grateful for that moment, painful as it was. For in that moment of acknowledgment I felt reconnected with my own humanity, how strange...

Because of the controversy in class, and how moved I was by the show, I had to dig deeper. I found a book "Beautiful Suffering: Photography and the Trafficing in Pain" in the school library. And I realized I was in the midst of a controversy that was perhaps as old as photography itself. And not ony that - my two most  profound experiences of the exhibit were at the polar opposites of the debate.

And yes, in those photographs I see beauty. Both beauty of craft and of subject. Franco Pagetti's image of an Iraqi mother and child was a Pieta, straight from Michelangelo. Some criticize the linking of beauty and suffering. But that is a long tradition of Western Art, Christian Art. I have always been moved by religious art. Universal chords are struck. As a mother I feel that mother. For a moment I am her. She is me. An exchange. I will never be the same. And yes, I see her try to hide her face with her hand. And it hurts me that this picture was even taken. I know that gesture. I saw it in Afghanistan, and only once took the picture, my reflex to slow to stop my finger. And that brings up the questions of exploitation, 'traffic' in suffering, payment for services. All valid and important questions to wrestle with. Questions without answers that cause me, for one, as a photographer to look deeply into what I am doing.

How incredible that this exhibit raises those questions. My computer does not. Even though raw materials used in its manufacture come from the Congo and created the conditions giving rise to this photograph by Marcus Bleasedale. It will haunt my fingers on this computer. Will it make a difference? Questions without answers....
I think I have to quote Max Reinhart's essay in the book Beautiful Suffering: In answer to Sontag's criticism of photography:"Photographs do not explain, they acknowledge" he quotes Cavell, "a philosopher who has, for half a century returned again and again to reflecting upon what is entailed in the act of acknowledging. For Cavell acknowledgment is precisely what it is we must offer when confronted with human suffering. It is the difficult, often painful, and thus often avoided act of responding appropriately to the pain of others. 'The acknowledgment of others,'he wrote, 'calls for recognition of the other's specific relation to oneself'" 

There that was what I was trying to get at. And both Alfredo Jarr and the VII photographers demanded from me that moment of acknowledgment.   "Both are egomaniacs" Said one teacher of Natchwey (VII) and Jarr. Perhaps if I knew them better, my knowledge would color the way I see their work. Perhaps. But I kiss their feet, for both have given me my own humanity in the face of an inhuman world, both have given me something to aspire to. Perhaps one in the process, the intention (Jarr) and the other in the result. But both, to my mind infinitely valid. I live in a glass house.

Humanity

Just came across this amazing photographer working on a project on the "intended and unintended consequences of gun violence in the United States and Guatemala" Powerful, sensitive pictures!

Too Young To Die

The Blue Earth Project

EbonyJet

I have been listening to the news with despair - hearing the pundits and the politicians posturing as the news media whips up the latest frenzy. So much of it is irresponsible and dangerous. My reaction - turn off the television and the radio, absorb myself in the demands of my own life, stick my head in the sand so I can live... but then that is not me, so I am just disheartened.

Because I am on vacation, I have a little time to explore some of the vast amount of stuff that flits across my computer screen, and this morning I found this photographer. I was so moved by his work. These photographs bring to light a reality that is all to easy to close our eyes to. How much more meaning they have than the blather of CNN. They stay with me, bring me to a still, deep place inside myself that must stop to feel the the reality of the world I live in; that must stop to acknowledge the pain and suffering that exists only in my peripheral vision unless I choose to look.

This is news. It informs and expands my world. This is art. It moves me and touches a deeper reality, not through my mind but through my senses. It leaves a lasting impression.

Strangely, this work does not really depress me or bring me down as tragic and  horrifying as is its' subject matter.  No, quite the opposite. I find it inspiring, uplifting even, beautiful. Why is that? Perhaps it is just the utter humanity it portrays. And the reality that is a relief to have expressed, rather than lurking in the shadows of our awareness.

How can work like this receive a larger place in our consciousness?